Still a practicing JW AND joyful. I have a great career that is only improving with time. I have two wonderful children; one is an accountant, the other a college PoliSci major, who will be attending law school. I have a great husband. We are building our dream home. I attend meetings when I want to, because I want to, not because I have to. I don't think Jehovah will kill me if I miss a few, even if I miss them to go on vacation. I go out in service when I want to, because I want to...not because I need to get my time. I don't believe Jehovah counts hours. I have always participated in other charitable organizations and will continue to do so.
My prayers would be considered irreverant because I do not view Jehovah as my God; I view him as my father. I "tell" on the organization regularly when speaking to him.
I look forward to the new world (whenever it might come) when this mess of an organization is straightened out. If it doesn't come in my lifetime, I don't care. I live a great life.
I look forward to seeing most of the people who post on this forum there, because my studies lead me to believe Jehovah judges hearts, and I feel most people here have very good hearts.
Most JWs would consider me apostate; most people here would consider me a zealot.